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Growing Pains

by Kira Hummen

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1.
Never thought I’d find a place Where I could enjoy the pain Of loving you indeed Since I’ve been introspective and considering everything carefully by myself And you’re so sitting tight With this sure feeling when to follow up my mind Giving me comforts of home You’re my comforts of home Give me comforts of home I’ve never known Never thought I’d find a place Where I could discage my every layer Cranky as I am Since you’ve been overwhelmingly Pushing my desire To please you until you You’re so sitting tight With a sure feeling when to follow up my mind Giving me comforts of home You’re my comforts of home Give me comforts of home Comforts of home Giving me comforts of home You’re my comforts of home Give me comforts of home I’ve never known
2.
Stranger 03:29
Fell out of her dreams that night Something strange went by She is never save Go on where her mother stopped They just blocked her path Tried to keep her safe If time is just a feeling Then truth, it is as well Stranger, save her Hand her a lie Build her a cage Out of the dreams left behind Stranger save her Watch with delight she acts like freedom No intention to hide Spoke out all her truth that night They will say she lied She is never safe If time is just a feeling Then truth, it is as well Stranger, save her Hand her a lie Build her a cage Out of the dreams left behind Stranger save her Watch with delight she acts like freedom No intention to hide If I were the sun I could tell the truth If I were the sun I’d shine cheeky in your eye And I’d burn you once you lied at me bare-faced
3.
I get so cold each November Like the one that we have had before But oh I never had that before I thought I shut that door But I was never done with you Like you were never done with me Now all the struggle feels so wrong Why did it take us so long? See, time is a feeling that we get When stuck in our own heads Don’t save up love It may not last Ice cold fear each November Like the one that we have had before Oh what a shame Let’s end this stupid game Cut off my stubborn head Cause I was never done with you Like you were never done with me Now all the struggle feels so wrong Why did it take us so long? See, time is a feeling that we get When stuck in our own heads Don’t save up love It may not last
4.
Cold Stones 03:34
Always too worried to let me fall Wish I was falling in love or more Where we go there’s so much more of what I don’t know Don’t wanna put myself back in trouble again Cold stones on my back bones To cool down all my old wounds Keeping my wall up Won’t let it fall I was too worried you would crash in my wall Showing off feelings would just ruin it all Where we go there’s so much of what I’d like to know But I don’t wanna put myself back in trouble again Cold stones on my back bones To cool down all my old wounds Keeping my wall up Won’t let it fall Always too worried to let me fall Showing off feelings is not worth you at all So where we go there’s o much more that I don’t have to know So I won’t put myself back in trouble again I’m loving my wall It’s keeping me warm I’m loving my wall It’s keeping me close to myself If it fell how the hell Could I let myself go for someone else
5.
Wooden Heart 03:48
I never mentioned that before I came here to stay but I need to Find some more Our time is gone Oh our time has passed And I’ve tried for a while now I turned back a few times There ain’t no love for me Given by such a wooden heart There ain’t no love for me Given by such a wooden heart I’ve seen enough mist on that floor All innocence left escaped by the back door Our time is gone Our time has passed And I’ve tried for a while now I turned back a few times There ain’t no love for me Given by such a wooden heart There ain’t no love for me Given by such a wooden heart
6.
Try and give it a chance This word can’t be your last Find a place to restart Unless you’re ready to part Look at them they fell apart Do want a rerun so hard? That’s history repeating And I can’t even defeat it But if you’re not sorry Not even I could help you Cause that’s the least that you gotta give Clear your mind before we part Forgiving just ain’t that hard I know you’re stuck in your buzz Wish you knew you’re breaking hearts Look at them they fell apart Seems you want that rerun so hard That’s history repeating Oh I can’t ever defeat it But if you’re not sorry Not even I could help you Cause that’s the least that you gotta give Not Sorry I’m not sorry no Sorry not sorry {x2} Not Sorry You’re not sorry You gotta be sorry Not Sorry I’m not sorry no Sorry not sorry Come on brother, oh Ain’t you sorry now? Oh he raised you up And your words are so tough Oh you hurt us all Ain’t you sorry now? Come on brother now Come back home to us
7.
Boy please feed me Please me just a little I know that I deserve all that I serve you Won’t you give it back to me Oh I’m so damn in need Won’t you give it back to me You got all that I need But I’m too tired to tell I’m too tired to tell you again I’m too Boy don’t tease me Please me just a little I know that I deserve all that I serve you You got nothing else but me Still hunger’s filling me And you dare not to pay the price So stop blocking my out, I’m already in You’re too tired to tell You’re too tired to tell me again And so I’m too I’m too I’m too tired to tell I’m too tired to tell you again
8.
He’s the oldest soul I know Grab your stuff and find some more Cause you could never grow old with him You both know that fact He found home in what he knows But you grow best in foreign grounds Sow yourself where it suits you best Not where he has taken roots And enjoy the sound of your feet Leaving grounds that weren’t meant for you Your souls ain’t no longer matching So trust in what’s passing Makes space for something new He’s afraid of stuff you know Shake him off and clear your wounds You need fresh air to heal your soul He’s stealing that from you And enjoy the sound of your feet Leaving grounds that weren’t meant for you Your souls ain’t no longer matching So trust in what’s passing Makes space for something new He can’t appreciate what you own But you’re so proud of all you’ve done You deserve a love where you can rest Leave him for the best And enjoy the sound of your feet Leaving grounds that weren’t meant for you Your souls ain’t no longer matching So trust in what’s passing Makes space for something new Aaah He’s the oldest soul I know Shake him off and find some more
9.
Spent my day Lightened by the truth of someone else’s game Kill that vibe Gotta admit it feels So comfy by my side But still I feed and color The pain in my head Move my world But give me a sign Are we ready to stop And ain’t that giving up Spent my day Shadowed by the lie Of someone else’s shame Kill that vibe Gotta admit it feels So comfy by my side But still I feed and color The pain in my head Keep you warm But can’t read the signs Setting myself on fire Won’t accept you’re a liar

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Antonina Wyszyńska - producer, arranger, musician
"Thank you for all the love and effort you put into this album. Thank you for understanding my music. Thank you for this summer."

Karla Lee - backing vocals
Negisa Blumenstein - backing vocals
Shanice Ruby Bennett - bass
Uwe Tontsch - drums
Lukas Joachim - drums
"Thank you for playing my music."

Institut für Pop-Musik
"Thank you for your support and for giving me the space I need to grow into my skin."

Daria Kyreyeva // querdnkr.
"Thank you for your art."

Home // Zuhause
"Ich danke meinen lieben Eltern und Großeltern für ihre bedingungslose Unterstützung. Danke, dass ihr mir die Musik geschenkt habt."


Album Artwork unterstützt durch:
createmusicNRW
Ministerium für Kultur und Wissenschaft
des Landes Nordrhein-Westfalen

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released April 1, 2020

© All songs written and performed by Kira Hummen.

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Kira Hummen Düsseldorf, Germany

Kira Hummen represents female power, she's inspired by everyday life's melancholy. Her music tells stories about love, finding oneself and womanhood.

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